I am a thousand people sealed into one body
I am twenty two years old and had the world thrown at me
I'm like a dolphin that loves to swim in the sea
Scuba diving makes me ever so happy
I am a girl that has self harmed, starved, and made herself sick
I am a girl that has been bruised and battered outside to in
I'm like a dove, love to be flying
I was so happy when I was Skydiving
I am a girl that has been a hateful bitter child
I am the girl that looked after my mother all the while
I often feel alone when I have the battle of Borderline Personality Disorder
Closing my arms across my chest, putting up my barriers to the best
I am a girl that's caring and loving to all
I like to improve peoples lives; make them colourful
I want to take from whats happened in my life so far
To learn and forgive and help people who are suffering afar
I am a girl that was never wanted by her biological father
The last memory I have you were words like a dagger
I was the girl that turned sour
I was the girl that was being bullied at school; I hated every hour!
Dealing with the suicide of a loved one
Yes Dad I think of you everyday and 3 years still seems like yesterday
I'm coping, not yet grieving because of the drugs that I've been given
I am a girl that is soft and gets walked over; I couldn't be a bitch what so ever
I'm a girl that's too scared to look into the mirror
What I see is a monster; pure terror
Obsessed with what and how I eat
When will those evil friends ever leave me?
I am a girl with a long long story
I love to write with all my glory
Get out the frustration and the pain within
Not caring who will read because it's this in life to which I cling!
Author notes
Who I am- BPD, OCD, PTSD, ANA, MIA, S.I AND SO ON..
A carer for mum...diabetes type 1, epilepsy, anxiety, neuropathy (nerves)
And much more x x
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A contest entry
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a good one
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Excellent. This incorporates so many of the options and is full with emotion, thank you for entering, the rhyme is delicately placed as well, full of techniques!
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This one I can really relate too. I mean I too was unwanted by my biological father and that really caused me some problems when I was growing up. I always felt unworthy of love. But now I know better. I am not only worthy of love. But I deserve it. Great write here.
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aww im sorry that you went through this too, adults find it hard to realise just how much it can hurt a child dont they? I'm glad you're ok now though, we are all worthy!! xx
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You've been served a full plate of this world by age 22, and it seems you're all the better for it. It pretty much worked that way for me. I know you'll be just fine in the end... strong, beautiful, and full of wisdom.
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Of course. I should probably make that known myself.
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hehe all done, hope ya like it :-) x
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