Thinking back through a few short years,
running movie trailers in my mind of my life,
trying to decide what it was really like.
I see the pain I held inside my heart,
the people I would never let go of,
and the dreams I let fall totally apart.
Always throwing issues on others,
laying everything on there heavy shoulders,
making it seem like I never really cared.
Longing to be like everyone else,
never happy with just being myself,
avoiding everything I could be and more.
I let my life slip right through my fingers,
totally blinded by things I couldn't change,
letting myself fade into miserable pain.
[But I also see times I laughed and smiled,
times I loved the life I held so close to me,
the times I longed for nothing to change.]
Now, thinking about the time I have left,
I wish more than anything I could change it all,
take back all the mistakes I always made.
Yet with only a few breaths left,
there's not much I can possibly do;
But say Im sorry and I love you.
Author notes
D) Anything dealing with death "No suicide , Assisted Suicide,
or Babies Please "
Blah, I cant write; Everything comes out so wrong and sounds like shit. Im sorry its not good.
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- If you were to die by Starz of Heaven.
625 points, ended October 25, 2008, 16 entries
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Comments
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i really like this poem
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Thank youuu.
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I think this is a rather good piece I feel like this alot that my life is just slipping away thanks for sharing best wishes always be well
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Thanks.
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