Please just let me be,
In a world of my own,
Why cant you just see,
The signs that I have shown,
Im drowning in blood pools,
From cuts that I have made,
With secret sharp tools,
One of wich a blade,
Ive written little things,
Explaining how I feel,
While wishing I had wings,
So I didnt have to deal,
With pain built up inside,
Kept in there so long,
I really cant confide,
It just feels so wrong,
Ive written lengthy rhymes,
None of wich make sense,
Describing hurtful times,
While putting up a fence,
To keep anyone from knowing,
The pain in my mind,
Im good at not showing,
Emotion of any kind,
No one knows that im unstable,
And the things that bug me deeply,
As I sit at the dinner table,
Picking at food sheeply,
Tonight my life will end,
Now dont you wish you paid attention,
My final message I will send,
On your level of comprehension,
Now you see that I was hurting,
The pain I couldnt bear,
With death I had been flirting,
I guess you didnt care...


