Not goodbye but see you soon!

I always thought that we would be mates
Tell each other what’s been going on, give each other updates
But you don’t even seem to want to know me
I understand that you are busy,
But one reply, once in awhile would be nice!
Who am I joking, I guess I’ve paid the ultimate price!

I needed a new start, get away from what’s happened before
New school, proper friends, a happier self for sure!
I still wanted you in my life though, you mean so much to me
I wanted you to be part of my dreams, my life, my destiny!

You said that you’d stay in touch, be part of my next chapter
That saying goodbye would never be a factor
“Not goodbye but see you soon,” you said, that weren’t true
More like no more talking, goodbye, were through!
I send you messages, and think maybe you’ll reply to one
But it seems to be more like, not one…but none!

I am so much better now, the move was the best thing to happen
Life’s getting brighter, I’m a much more positive person
My teachers are great, my lessons are cool
It’s the best place for me at that school

But I won’t lie, I miss you a lot, I even miss how things were there
I just wish that you could show me that you still care
I just wish my life would be even better,
I wish that we’d be friends like we used to, that we’d be closer!
I’m sorry that I didn’t stay, but I needed to move on
I guess that move means that our friendship has gone
You meant a lot to me, the memories will always stay in my heart
But you don’t wanna know, so i gotta turn the page, time for a fresh start