Memories are fading
the pain is receading
my comforts increasing
as my heart begins fast beating
Am I repressing
my long lived depression
with my painful obsession
will I learn my lesson?
As I sit and watch my body drain
from the slice across my vain
with it releases my endouring pain
I close my eyes, wishing to be sane.
Trembeling and cold
to the devil, I am sold
I have the courage to press down
to this life I am no longer bound
