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I don't know how to escape this
I no longer no where to run
i know that i just want this to disappear
don't wanna think of you when i look in the mirror

Why would you come to places you know i will be
it makes me remember how you've totally changed me
my worst fears have come true, i didn't want everyone to know
the shit we have been through and the hurt i refuse to show

I just wish i could forget it all for the rest of my life
i wish thinking of you didn't make me reach for that knife
You have screwed with my emotions I'm not who i used to be
you didn't just take my innocence. you took everything from me

I can't pretend that i forgive you
cuz nothing you have said is true
you can even say you're sorry
instead you just boast about your so called glory

Even when I'm not with you I can still see
how i am changed and what your shit has done to me
I can't take it anymore, the shame or the guilt
my wall is slowly crumbling, that a slowly and solemly built