Your Deceiving Heart

I'm sick and tired of your pathetic lies,

all of those promises that you made to me for five years.

Now you're going to know what it feels like to be lied to.

I am going to make sure that you feel the way that I do.

All of those plans that I made for us for this year,

all of the trips and vacations that we saved up for.

Well all of that money is going straight into my account.

You'll never see a dollar of it ever again.

Screw the contracts that we signed before,

they never meant anything to you from the start.

So why should I let that concern me?

I have decided to go out on my own from here on.

You knew I meant it when I told you that I loved you.

You knew what you were doing was wrong yet,

everyday you carried on living this deceiving lifestyle.

It's amazing how you made sure no one knew what you were doing.

Even your family was so oblivious to your behavior.

Your parents nearly hit the roof when I told them.

They begged me to tell them that I was lying to them.

How I wanted to so badly that it hurt me to be there.

Telling them about all of the times that you cheated on me.

All of the money that you stole from me when I was away.

There is so much pain and anguish deep within me.

I really wish that you cared and that you would change.

You took your wedding band and pawned it last month.

Don't deny it because I  have the receipt right here.

All of the beautiful and expensive jewelry that I bought you,

it's all gone from your jewelry box and dresser.

Don't try to apologize to me cause we both know,

that you don't mean a word of it.

Deep inside of you I know that you don't care.

You've been like this for so long now.

If you really felt this way about me,

you should have said something earlier on.

Why carry on in a loving relationship,

if you can't be honest and accountable for your actions?

I resent all that you have done to me and believe me,

in time I plan to find someone else more responsible.

Someone that I can count on to be there,

who won't betray me the way that you did.

So here, take all of your lies with you.

Shove them back into your mouth where they belong.

Don't ever come back to me until you have changed.

Right now I have better things to do with my money and time.