Love is a Bully

Brutally beaten by a bully
Emotions scarred for life
Tricked into trusting
Loves enchanting invite
But bitter it is
When you take a real bite
Eternally grieving
Bleeding inside
Heart broken cold
Soul sickness resides
Nothing left to offer
No tears for the break up
That well is dried
Realizing to late
That love isn't as pure, as beautiful, as expertly advertised
It's the most painful emotion
I can't even try
To feel again
To much animosity towards it's ugly endings
I want it to die
I wish love never existed
Along with these feelings I hide
The never ending torment just continues to erode
Giving the emptiness inside space to grow
Each time I love
I feel emptiness attacking my core
Gorging itself, eating all that was good
Each time I love
It hurts beyond description I cant, I cant take it any more
What's so great about love and its blinding trickery
Nothing
I hate love and love hates me