Secrets...

There's soo many things i need to say,
but im held down by this ball & chain,
Life is soo hard, living a lie that they
seem to believe everyday,
Can't keep living this way, Broken to say,
everything that makes me pray,
Trying to change me, everyday
Broken down into nothingness because the way,
I think the things that begin to change me,
Why can't I be the same, I really need to say,
A secret that burns deep inside me,
Lifeless breath i can't seem to keep,
These words are living inside me,
Words that eat me alive, but if i say
they'll end up taking my life...
But its better than being locked in a cage, never to be set free to FLY...
And even though you're soo far away,
I feel the same everyday.
You're killing me in everyway,
hunting me down until i say.
The phrase that causes much dismay,
and believing the decieveing, but also relieving
while i write down the words that keep me from thinking...
I love you...