Well today my life took a turn for the worse,
I have lost the one person who made life worthwhile!
To make matters worse than they already are,
I have no one to blame but myself and my own stupidity!
As I sit here with tears streaming down my face,
I'm so broken and shattered inside.
The last few words spoken to me cuts like a knife,
Right to the very core of whats left of this empty shell of a life!
I feel worthless and so guilty for causing all of this,
You have no idea how remorseful and depressed I feel right now!
Right now my life is in complete turmoil,
Not knowing which way to go or who to turn to for support!
I know I'm not deserving of it but all I want is you,
I want a chance to make it all right again.
With everything I have I know that I can get it right and make u happy,
And proud to call me your girl once again!
If only I could convince you and get you to hear me out,
And not hang up on me or ignore my calls!
I don't think you're out on some date either,
I think that was just said out of pain and anger!
Or I could be the fool and it be true,
And stupid for thinking I ever meant anything to you!
If you can do that so quickly then it shows me a lot,
I know you can say that to me too but I never meant any of it!
With everything in me I swear I never meant or wanted to hurt you,
All I want is you and for things to be like they were!
I need you to forgive me and give me a chance to make it better,
More so than that I want us to start over, fresh!
And let the past be the past and look to the future,
Sometimes all you need is a second chance to get things right!
I know I can get things right and make you proud to call me yours,
I'm not perfect and outta the 2 and a half yrs I just want a second chance!
I need for things to be the way they were,
And for you to know that I never wanted to hurt you or lose you!
I love you with all my heart and soul I swear,
And I'm hurting just as much inside as you are!
As I said sometimes all you need is a second chance to get it right,
It's been 2 and a half years, that should count for something!
I know I fucked up royally but I know I can make you proud,
All I need is for you to take a chance on me again and let me show you that you CAN be proud to call me yours!
Author notes
I have a lot going on right now and my world is torn upside down due to my own actions and it cost me the love of my life... its only been one day but i cant eat, i cant sleep... im just here wasting away crying my eyes out hoping and praying for a second chance to get things right, the way theyre supposed to be. everything in my room reminds me of him... his smell still lingers in the air even! i look at my bed and all i see is his precious face sound asleep layin there as i was forced 2 leave his arms and go to work this morning. i dont wanna go on without him in my life and i dont want 2 and a half years of love and devotion to end like this. i gotta fight for him and i have been all day i dont know what more to do but i feel like i may just be wasting my time but i gotta fight for what i want damn it or i may just never get him back! i need him in my life, i WANT him in my life!! ive apologized ive done all i know to do ive even offered him space away from me for a while and then we start over fresh without the 2 and a half yrs history together, but i dont even know where that will get me! probably right where my fuckin stupidity got me... ALONE! i dont want that i love this person with all my heart and never meant to hurt him and i have and that hurts the most. i want him back but at the same time im tryin 2 give him space and time enuf 2 cool off but i dont know if thats the best option for me or not cuz i want him back and i need him 2 c and know that im tryin and that i WANT ONLY HIM!!! but over half the time my calls went unanswered and when he did answer it wasnt a pretty "sight" cuz he was so mad and upset and hurt. so does anyone have any suggestions? i need help, i dont know what to do! i wanna keep tryin 2 get him back but i dont want it 2 be 2 overpowering and push him away even farther,... so what do i do?! (I chose this background because I only want to be the queen of his heart once again before I'm replaced just like that!)(and i know ur hurtin too ss i know its not just effectin me!)
Please tell me what you think
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Alsome Work
As I said sometimes all you need is a second chance to get it right,
It's been 2 and a half years, that should count for something!
I know I fucked up royally but I know I can make you proud,
All I need is for you to take a chance on me again and let me show you that you CAN be proud to call me yours!
Marvelous work sis u have done, keep da ink flowing u done a great job with this poem. once again amazin write
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