love--time and matter

Every last one of them told the same damn lies:
that it was love and that it'd be forever.
But if they hadn't hurt us, tearing us apart inside
and deeper than we knew existed
[we could have never found each other].
Then again maybe deeper still we knew better,
but only yearned to be loved by whosoever would,
just to say that whosoever could,
so that maybe for a moment they could see that we could love.
[thank you lying bitches]
[[without your bullshit lies,
I never would have found solace
which only her love could ever bring me]]

If I could lie down anywhere and die,
I'd choose her arms,
so we could go together.
And then I'd wish to slowly dissipate away.
I'd wish for the dust to which my bones will wither
to carry with the wind
until her spirit meets with mine again
[so she could set it free, just like she did
the night I looked into her eyes and knew that it was love].

I'd build her up a pedestal
and set her on it just
to keep her from the loads [of life] for bearing.
And I'd call out to my god to calm the sea
so that she'd hear me whisper,
when my lips release her name in a breath
[when it's all that I can do to breathe
because I'm so lost in her splendor].

I'd face our biggest obstacles with a smile
because I'd know that we could overcome them
[we're understanding like that].
And I'd look the biggest bitches straight in the eye
and damn to hell the ones who hurt her.
I'll protect her from the madness, craziness, and pain,
and then at night I'll only scream her name
when we're together and we're feeling so in love
[because i'll never tire of showing it to her].

I'll never smile a smile so wide as I do for her
when she tells me that I am her love, her everything.
I couldn't want something more perfect
or will it to go on as long as forever[though indefinite its name],
beyond the end of time as the world does know it.
Not even death could keep me from loving her with every bit of energy as the Big Bang--
Black holes sucking at our happiness just to have a taste,
but not even they could take my love away
[never shall anything or anyone].
[[I'm only hers]].