???

Confusion from my past and future,
Tearing.
The turmoil of my feelings,
Wearing.

Should I return to that which was,
Uncertain?
Or continue to my future,
Working?

Which pain is easier,
Emotional,
Physical?
My thoughts keep raging,
Confusion,
Turmoil.

Which is right?
Which is wrong?
What if I wait,
Too long?

God, deliver me,
Answer.
Please don't take your time,
Faster.