Why does this happen to me? why cant it be like it used to be? the laughter stays until the tears eruput and the pain seeps back in. no matter what i do, it wont go away. theres only one thing that makes it go away for a little, but then it comes right back. not to be forgotten like the rest. like the laughter, like the smiles, like the happiness. so far my protectoret has stopped more pain, but too soon will it be broken down, and open me to be hurt once again. please help this pattern to stop. i want to be happy forever. not to cry over nothing at all.
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Written January 26th, 2004
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