Most of The Time

Most of the time I...
  Act a little stupid
  Try to be myself
  Try to love somebody else
But can't find I'm a bit...
  Eclectic

Most of the time
  I pretend I'm someone I'm not
You might call it "posing"
  I call it hiding from the rot

I don't have a message to tell
I haven't a moment to waste
Running in my circles of joy
Where I'm already where I want to be

But, wait...
Most of the time
  I'm a bit rotten
  You wouldn't like me at all
  Non conformists just want to be cool
But I'm who I want to be

I'm not saying that I'm unique
Cause I'm not trying to be
I'm not saying that I'm who I am
Because its boring pretending I am
I want to act out how I feel
I want to throw out the preset wheel
I want to show me as I want to be
Because no one would every want to be me

But isn't that who I am?