Turbulence

i anticipate turbulence,its a fact of life these things always do happen in the most inopportune ways at the most odd times. things change constantly sometimes even when you don't want them to. The things that need it are never around when they need to be. the underground pulls at my very existence wanting to make me part of their world before even understanding what it is truly about, not even caring I step in with open arms i am accepted like nowhere else I've ever been. The promise's and consoled are exactly what i wanted to hear at the time, never thinking what actually might be happening around me before it is to late. There might be some turbulence in the path ahead the say. Without even a second thought I start down the path running to get where I'm going just to get to the destination unknown, anywhere is better than where I was and where I want to go has got to be o the way. To at least stop for a minute and reflect over the years that have already been and what the years ahead may hold. Only time will tell but time never lets any of its secrets out before its ready to let them lose upon us. I anticipate turbulence and do nothing to stop it. I want it. I need it to feel like i am actually alive that something more is out there. Its the only way. It's the only choice to make in this time of need. don't worry about being prepared there is no amount of preparation to take for what lies ahead of us. no regrets for what has happened or what will happen shortly. Only want for the answer that anyone wants to know. I always just need to know what s the right question to be asking. It doesn't hurt to try just as long as your ready for the turbulence along the way.