Bury myself in books and texts
Read myself away
Draw a world of dungeons and dragons
Time for porno tonight
...God damn, I'm an asshole...
Thirty days of cursing your kind words
Hurling slurs around at a rotted, forsaken world
As one questions why every day, the angels deserve to die
Because it's so terribly obvious they're dying
...I'm... so screwed up...
Tell mother for me
I'll be there tonight
Tell her softly
That it's ok to wait
She'll cry when I don't show
But she'll smile, thinking I will
And for a time, so will you
But I won't be there
...Cause I'm such a screw-up...
So slit my wrists, softly
Cut deep through my mind
Yell at me, scream at me
I deserve the lies
Make me sure I know
I'm a sinner, that's it
I'm just a human being
By default, I'm shit
...Cause I'm so... fucking... rotten...
Author notes
I think I'm wearing my inspirations on my sleeve tonight. I want to get outta my writer's block. x.x
Wish me luck.
