concerns and the lack there of

I saw myself leave
that day,
through your eyes.
Saw my suburban
driving over the hill out of site
as I look back your not there.
Only because I've gone
to far into the distance.
You're still there, standing
like when I left.
We didn't do anything that night
the night I left.
You just held onto me
silence.
Just as you would imagine it happening
in your mind,
in a movie,
in a fairy tale.
You kissing me
upon my head so gently,
As I saved the feeling,
aroma,
and the moment.
I planned to hide away
somewhere I could keep
innocent,
and safe from the world.
Gripping my soul nearer to yours,
I could feel you saw me
as more then the others.
But I had the strength to move
behind the wheel
and drive.

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mostly my ramblings, i havent really produced a structured well thought out poem lately. mostly its just my thought placed into a poem as they come out. thanks for reading, would appreciate if you comment!