Sitting here anxiously waiting for the call,
that you're okay, so far at least.
But it doesn't ring so I sit and fall,
fall into wondering as fear feasts.
Are you alright? Has it all gone okay?
Is it over? Has it worked out right?
I stumble through my day,
worry heavy on me as I fight.
Fight to not feel helpless, useless,
wondering ‘what can I do?’
Our friendship is under constant stress
as I sit and worry for you.
God knows I’m not perfect, I try
but I can't be there with you.
And it just makes me cry.
knowing this you have to do,
without me by your side.
The hardest decision of you're life,
and I’m not there for you to confide,
fears and tears, pain and strife.
So I sit hoping words can reach,
when I can not.
“I can’t even be there to hold your hand…”
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Author notes
Just me worring about V and her problems, feeling useless.
This is just one of those times in life I hate being legally blind, because if I could see I would've driven up there so she would know I'm there for her, but I can't.
And it's killing me.
Can I be more useless?
~I am nothing, yet I still am.~
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Awww hunni *hugs u tightly* I'm okay as you know. I know our time was short when we were physically together, but in our hearts we both know we'll always be there for each other. we have that to hang on to, no matter how far we are we both know we're there for one another 24/7 no matter what. I'm sorry you had to worry like that, thanks for helping me out like you did. I love you bunches sweetie
your best friend for life
~~Tori~~
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No prob, I just wish I could do more, but I do what I can and hope for the best most of the time.
BFF! ;;hugs;;
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:[ wow, so much heart in this write. I hope everything is okay. :[ I know I'm out of the loop, but send my love to her.
I love you Jan
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Don't worry too much, she's okay now. This was just right after everything, so I was a little upset.
Thanks for the comment, I'll try to pass on you love (haven't been talking too much to her, just bits here and there.)
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awe this poem is so sad, i hope things are ok with V. and dont be to hard on yourself she will let you know when she is ready and your not useless some people just need to figure things out on their own. your a really great person and friend
remember that. anyways on the other note. the poem was very heart felt and well written. keep it coming.
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Thank you, for the cemment and the kind words.
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Hey girl...now you've got me concerned...about both of you...I guess i need to call her and see how she's doing. And how have you been lately, aside from worrying of course; how is life treating you? Much love
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Hey, I'm fine, nothing too much. Just worrying over V.
Thanks for the comment.
your daughter,
jan
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