It’s 3 am and I’m drunk again
It’s another blue October here without a friend
Heartache bouncing off my bones
Through the walls and through my home
Braking ever door in two
Ever picture I had of you is thrown a sunder
Beaten’ down, broken up and taken under
Where did you go?
You swore you’d never leave me out on my own
But here I am tonight starting to lose sight of home
Of all you promised
I’m being honest
So walk away
Throw you shiny coins into empty graves
Look at all the money your death has made
With your life you pay your toll
And rest in your grave so rich and full
What would you say?
To hear the words again of a proud mother
To tell you all the things you always wondered
To see a smile on her face
And know that it was you who made it stay
Was it worth it?
Torn apart
All your false beliefs of God
Who he is and who he’s not
Does it matter in the end?
If you believe don’t you win?
Is it that easy?
Not for me
So again I throw the dice
Cross my heart and close my eyes
I need something more this time
To keep on living
To keep on hoping
That tomorrow will always come
With the fortune I have won
Or that I was given
But in that case, is it living?
Not for me
So say goodbye
Life is just a staler until you die
So really where’s the point to try?
Mans’ first question of why?
Just keep fighting
Hold that lighting
In your hands and in your fists
Become the legends
Spread the myths
It’s all for you
Never broken but always two
The Man and the Boy he once knew
It’s not forsaken
Remember all the memories worth taking
All the branches that you broke
All the giants that you woke
They’re all inside you
Focus them and let them drive you
Make your day
Hoping somewhere along the way
You’ll find the answers
Nothing false and nothing true
All is working here with you
In this place
You can finally end the trace
Lay your weary body down
Finally lost and finally found
Here without me
He within me
Insanity
My serenity
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