Unwanted Visit

For the first time in a while, there's no fighting
For not a soul is in the house again tonight
All alone, the silence here is blissful
And I swear that I could die and it'd be alright
But then you come for an unexpected visit
And that blissful death waves to me goodbye
As I'm stuck here, frozen on the threshold
As you smile and invite yourself inside
I wanna scream for you to leave, just vanish
But I know you won't, and feign misunderstanding
So I'll suck it up and deal with this encounter
Just an hour, nothing more, is that alright?
of course, you ignore my subtle hints to leave
And scold me for being a poor hostess indeed
And I swear if you move another inch closer
You'll see how nasty I can really be
I didn't invite you, didn't want you to come here
So I don't understand why you think I did
You act like we're friends from another lifetime
And maybe we were, from before I found my mind
But not all I see is your deception
Your eyes are lies all layered from the core
And I wish that I could just push you away
But you're nothing but a ghost, nothing more
So tell me why my hands are shaking, frightened
Trying not to remember too much, too fast
I don't want our old life to return now
I just want you to leave, and never come back
Because ever since you've come there's just been chaos
And I want my life to settle down again
But it won't, it won't, and this time it's too late
To tell someone why it's you I really hate
You wouldn't get it even if I told you
So I'm not gonna try and waste my breath
But I swear, I won't cry when I'm around you
You'll never get that gift from me again.