Sitting here
Knees pulled up under my chin
Staring at the bright screen
Alone
As usual
Thoughts going through my head
Wishing I could see the one who's always on my mind
Even if we're just friends
I still miss him
Still feel the same as I did before
Longing for his embrace
Just wanting to see his face
Hear his voice
Dammit
I'm thinking too much again
Wishing I could see my friend
The one who got me drunk for the first time
Paid for me to get pierced
Who saw me at my worst
Blue dripping down my face
Soaked
Naked
Clothed
The one who soothes my emotions
With his laid back personality
But I'm so busy with work
Seven days a week
And they are as well
Just one more month of this hell
Soon
I will get my own car
If I can control my spending
I'm determined
Determined to get my freedom
20 is only a few months away
What have I done with my life so far?
Nothing to speak of really
But I'm going to change that
Going to be a better friend
Lover
Fighter
Person
Made up my mind
Things are going to change
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Comments
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I love this poem! Its almost as if you have written my thoughts in your poem. It sucks when someone you have had in your life for a long time suddenly leaves. So empty, your own thoughts torment you, and then we change to forget.
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Wow..... okay this definitely came out of pain or regret. Im not sure if thats right but thats how it appeals to me. But this was a insanely great write and I loved every word of it. "Things are going to change"; I hope things have changed for you, well for the better. Keep writing and keep going. Great work
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