leave me alone to bleed in failure
I no longer care
pick up your own pieces
they are of your own making
whose going to pick up mine
can't you see I am breaking
under the constant pressure
what do I have to do? I've tried
to make you realise that in life
there are rules you have to abide by
I gave birth to you
gave you your first breath
what you are doing now makes me
want to take my last - contemplate death
an eternity of nothingness
would be sheer bliss
everything gone
no bickering, lies and shit
please leave me alone
let my failure slowly bleed from me
it won't hurt for long, the pain will fade
then I will be free
the rush of the darkness will be a comfort
as I drift into permenant sleep
will I be missed? No
you'll say what you always say, it wasn't me
Please tell me what you think
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Blunt and may see a glimmer of truth from within this write
The so called joys of parenting
Then the wonderful teenage years kick into gear, and we are left all but a shell of despair.
Some of what you have penned speaks to me in more ways then one.
It was not me... time and time again
Hard I know and will it get easier I hope so
Best wishes hun
Julie x
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There are no joys at the moment and I am dreading his teenage years.
I appreciate you reading.
~sugar~
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Wow.
I sense much anger & bitterness in this one. A loud statement made here. Good one, sis.
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Thanks bro for reading and commenting
always valued and appreciated
your sis ~sugar~
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