But Only For A Moment...

But Only For A Moment...
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Movement stopped, halted, none.
Running around in a furry of indulgence
Releasing enmity, feeling apathetic, lethargic, nostalgic.
Fuck living and loving. Fuck dieing and burning.
Blank faces haunt my euphoria, screaming at me,
tearing at my security.
Self indulgent foolish child, burn in the sanctity of my conscious.
You will never see light, you will never feel amorousness. You will cringe day after day in your sin. Rotting flesh torn mercilessly off of your bare bones. Rancid smell of decomposing carcasses fill me with a repulsive pleasure. Indulge me. Sink your putrid teeth into my ivory canvas. Drink.
Weep, But only for a moment dear child.
Victim of deceiving decapitation.
Screaming through stitched lips.
Blood dripping from your tear ducts.
Embellish me.
Feast upon me.
Love me.
But only for a moment.
malicious, scandalous, and conniving.
All your favorite horrors released in blankets of wrath.
Blankets of filth.
Body diverging with lust.
With envy.
With sin. Sweet, sweet , sweet sin. Delectable. Delicious. Luscious.
Hate my soul, but spare my heart.
Devour me whole. Devour my flaws and insecurities.
Melt me to your mold. Breathe with me. Die with me.
But only for a moment.
But only for a moment.