Confessions

Hopeful for a chance anew
Giving all I have for you
Loving - unconditional and pure
Trusting you won't fall for her deceiving allure
Hurting when the realization hits
Crying in soft, secretive fits
Worrying that I'm broken and wrong
Dying inside, for it's been all too long
Learning that love is not meant for me
Trying to make my own heart see
Ignoring the help that they try to give
Feeling as though there's no point to live
Forgiving when he admits that it wasn't right
Lying when I say its not worth a fight
Quitting the hurt, the let-down, the pain
Detaching myself from my emotions once again
Faking as though I am perfectly fine
Ripping apart as my broken self pines

Alas, it happens all too often
The familiar pang of hurt
That accompanies the feelings of love and trust
Now trampled and torn in the dirt

Thank you for reminding me of my wrongs and flaws
Of everything I am not
Yet unfortunately, I'll still love you
Even though you've finished and left me to rot

Nothing says rejection more than you
And you may not realize the sting
It's all too familiar, and I should have known
Still - for you I would give anything

Hope
Love
Trust
Hurt
Tears
Worry
Pain
Lies
Detachment
Death

Emotionless.  Heartless. Me.