To the One I Love

You weren't letting go
as hard as I tried
to push you away
you refused to leave
even when my fear
ran amok

You stared endlessly
content to simply see me
you even obliged
when my nerves
got the best of me

You called me beautiful
when tears stained my face
when I was sick and vomiting
all you saw
was the girl you loved

What happened?

Now you want nothing
to do with me
you cut at me with anger
your fear and rage
are mine to assume the blame

You cannot look at me
you cannot hear my voice
it only stirs that spite
and delicious rage
that you now seem so fond of

Now you call me worthless
when tears stain my face
when I beg you not for this
not this end, not this way
I love you
regardless of the pain

And I say this
to the one I loved
je t'aime mon dieu bronze
meme dans morte
echt, gek, diep
mijn ziel behoort tot u