I don't know how to do this..
I don't think I can keep up
The only thing i can think to do is..
Run.
I really don't want to do this,
but I don't know what else to try.
Thoughts race through my head with no answer to
Why.
No regrets: Seems simple, right?
Calling threats, aching to fight.
I NEED THIS I tell myself
with a wry tone
I don't want to know you,
just leave me alone!
Or
I'll leave it all far behind me..
No more of those.. Twisted anxieties;
those overwhelming exasperations
tearing me down.
Fictitious dreams of contentment..
Let me go, let me out, I can't keep..
WON'T keep on.
This isn't working anymore..
Why isn't this working anymore?
I try.. I cry.. I sigh.. But..
I can't keep doing this.
Author notes
I wrote this with a few different people in mind, and it all pertains to them and my feelings on the situation(s) at hand. lately I've felt like up and running away from everything - fleeing to a different country and starting over. I won't, but it's a nice thought that has gotten me through many a tough time.
So, help me name this thing.
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