Fresh.

how did you get it
when it was all i had to give
how did you take it
when you knew it's how i lived
why did you play with it
when you knew what i'd done
why did you take it
you thought you had won

sometimes i wonder
how you got inside
how did you cover
fill me with pride

why did i represent you
and call you a friend
why did i fight for you
watching your pen

times are very different now
we've both caused the pain
but now you're dancing around me
i'll see you again

i see them all around me
all remind me of you
they follow subtly
and do what you'd do

why do i even notice
when i see you around
i know you now different
and you're wondering how

i'm much older now
and much prettier too
i'm much stronger now
and i don't think of you

yes, you do wrack my brain
although time it does fly
you took my writing away
but i'm getting back my life

i'm more in control,
and although you're inside
i'll use it to motivate
and keep me alive