lots of words but too scared to say

Disturbed and violated,
scared and desolated.
fear scratching at every bone,
cruel words from a cruel tone.
crouched down small, hiding away,
lots of words but too scared to say.

disgusted and scarred,
all escape roots have been barred.
life is cruel and so unfair,
now he garbs me by my hair.
wincing, and flinching, and wretching away,
lot of hurt but too pained to say.