physical pain
and morphine abuse
is everything you offer
and the only thing in you
your touch makes me bleed
and your kiss makes me starve
i'm overdue for another anorexic overdose
thanks in all to you
you hurt me with your probing fingers
poking fun at me
while at the same time you help to numb
all this pain in me
but you're just another crazy addiction
to add to this horrible self infliction
of lust and self-hated, razor blade-jaded
unhealthy, unreasonable contradiction
this is smoke to my lungs
this unintentional insomniac suicide
when our love utterly controls my mind
but you're the every essence of my being
and probably the only reason i'm repeating
all these habits i give myself to
but dear addictions, if only you knew:
i only subconsciously bleed for you.
a;slfkjad;fkljsd;fkljas;dlfkj
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damn daddy i like thiss...yeah this has mad dimension to it and ish..no but seriosuyl speaking..fuck it i hate being serious...but seriously speaking..lmao. i liked this thou and i get it and i know its not only about ya tu sabes its like everything in just a few words. fucking sick ass metaphors and shit. lol let me stop. this is crazy thou. ew i sound like khabir. lol i mean why do people judge me. oh shit that was harris. lol keep your legs closed amanda. lol wow theres no point to this comment i rather just tell u what i think in person i cant be serious as i write this. so for now im just gona try to say funny stuff so you'll laugh but you laugh at everything so the question is am i really funny? maybe not...oh shit, this realization in itself is rather depressing.
this is my favorite thou-
but you're just another crazy addiction
to add to this horrible self infliction
of lust and self-hated, razor blade-jaded
unhealthy, unreasonable contradiction
and umm back to trying to make a joke out of your life..okay so i shouldnt have to try so hard ill just bring up random moments from our slideshow of stupidity like ummmm lemons in bennigans and guyanese sex tapes. ha ha ha..HA! i would rather see a bunch of perverted things in place of the latter, meh meh.. like...oh goodness me, meh, anything would be better than that HAH! meh. MEHHH!
okay well ill prob add to this later..or call you..which ever comes first. i know yaa diggg likeee.
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lmfao i noo rite! what if you're not really as funny as i make you out to be. HAHAHAHAA AHHH SHITS CRAZY!!
lmfao i love youu and i dont wanna call ur house right now cuz its too late sooo call me back ! lol
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Very intense. Sort of like a dark romance thing going on. Wow! clingy, are you not
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not clingy, just obsessive.
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dang! intense, could feel every second of this, spilling from you, toxic words. a sad and painfilled write, but a great expression.
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wow awesome word choice. I like the addictions metaphor. Also you used the word "cuz" i think you should change that to because its too slang for my choice
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yeahh i agree with you i hate using cuz but i'm about to change it to but lol idk i wrote it at work and it just came to me like that i guess. lol thanks<3
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