It's like i'm dying inside and i speak to people with more meaning and more liveliness now because i know things are quickly coming to an end.
It's like my needs are becoming more in-depth, more far fetched with each step i take and there is no-one to help with my emotions.
It's like my happiness is measured by material things, so when these things disappear, i loose myself, and i have to find me all over again.
It's like i'm in denial about the things going on in my life, i try so hard to just forget things instead of facing them head on, for me being a teenage is all about who can hide it the fastest.
It's like i think i'm all alone but deep down i know it's teens going through the same things, breathing lifeless breaths.
Only living for everyone else but themselves.
It's like death reaches out to grab you and you turn around to hold the hand of a friend only to find that that the friend is the very person pushing you.
It's like when you finally realize the difference between whom you know, who you thought you know, its to late because that very person has left a footprint in your heart.
It's like you dress in the morning telling yourself you're only wearing the outfit because you like it but really when you look in the mirror you wonder why the hell you put that on.
It's like death has finally grabbed you by the neck and you see it taunting you but you choose to live life anyway still breathing the same lifeless breath.
**This is dedicated to all the teens who are afraid to acknowledge their faults.Not recognizing it's a part of humanity**
Adding your comment:
And I'm glad I did. You captured the emotion perfectly and I thought that this was really well written.
