Everyday Nothing Changes. Your Memory remains. You forgot me, how could i ever forget you?

I remember the first time i met you
Daggorhir At Lincoln Park.
You in your green costume, talking to my best friend.
Your smile so beautiful, your eyes shining so bright.


A few weeks later
Me and my best friend met you at the mall
So gorgeous in you work clothes
You made fun of my weight
I knew it was a joke

But it still hurt


On my birthday
You were there
All though the experience was strange
McDonald's at 12 at night, in the pool till 2:30 A.M.
You made me happy
I had fell for you, all i was worried about was you catching me


In July
My best friend got caught
You were there for me
You helped me
You were the only one there to save me

I Remember You Me and Dez on my couch

You and me watching Sleepy Hollow and Nightmare Before Christmas

We had so much in common

Talking on the phone.
I still remember at Sarah's house
Giving each other hickeys
And as always i was happy to see that beautiful smile come across your face.

In August we had our first kiss
In the Back of your van
My heart beated fast
As i did what i did, tears rolled down my face i felt complete


As the months went by
We became one
You were there for me
And i always tried to be there for you

Well at least i hope you know i tried

Now to this day i wonder what happened
Your smile faded away
Your eyes became dull
I'm falling apart

It seams like forever since Ive been broken
Even though  its only been a little
I still cry for you
I hunger for you

You helped me stop all my addictions
You helped me get faith to go back to school
You gave me a reason to live

Now your gone
I Cut
I Get sick
I'm getting bad grades
I cant sleep

I thought i would never feel this way again
I guess i was stupid

I thought all my problems were gone
I was terribly wrong
They just started

You have no idea
How much i cry over you
How much i bleed
How much i purge
To feel at least good enough for you

Tell me
Do you still think of me?
Do you Still even care?
Do you even want to have anything to do with me?

I would of died for you
Now I'm dying, and your not here to help me


You caught me
When i feel for you

Now that I'm dying
Will you be here to cure me?