Take me.

     
So im tired of waiting on you.
Name the last time               
I thought of myself.
You cant remember a thing about me.
So this shroud of darkness undwinds
revealing the truth in your cold eyes.
Why are memories always brighter,
when looked upon throughout lost time,
Take a breath. Close your eyes.
Was it really what you remembered
Hating myself is the only way
to forget about you.
You promised me forever.
I guess forever is a
friday night kissing a
Different guy while i hopelessly spiral
  into the memories on the sidelines
  Swallow the pill. Jump
    into the serrated edges of
      Lonliness.
      TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY.
        I've given you everything else.
          It's never good enough
                        for you