Little Miracle Child

I stroke your chubby cheek,
your blood a sweet fragrance i inhale.
You temperature so high,
burning as the flames of hell.
Do my cold hands bring you discomfort,
i wonder as i cuddle you close.
You lift your hand to me, your little face contorts
and a flash of sudden joy fills my mind
as i see my face in your dreams.
your growing so much faster, i find,
than I have ever seen before
and your little laugh
takes away all that once was sore.
I'm glad i never worried about myself
I didn't listen to the voices
that would've gotten rid of you themselves
they all love you now
Now they all can see
How much i wanted you
and how it all should be.
I wish i could see
how things will turn out
will you just keep growing?
It makes me want to pout,
how do i know that you'll be okay,
when your growing up so fast,
going through months in days.
But our eyes our blinded
even alice cannot see
how your are to live
what our future will be,
so i cling on tightly
hold you oh so close
and tell you that i love you,
i adore you the most.