[ I am a nomad ]

I am a nomad
Looking for a place to stay
I travel alone
And in my eyes there is no hope, only ruin portrayed
An entity looking for acceptance
A dried root looking for water
I am as fragile as a butterfly
Yet my wings take me to where I want to go
I follow no lead for I make my own path
I believe there’s a destiny
And for that purpose am still alive
Poison in my words you will find
Yet a gentle smile to those who are kind
I may look like a weak pillar
Yet I can become strong with a little support
Like a sand-still figurine I stay when there’s no need for me to move
Yet I walk silently and slowly behind those who I love
I hate not the ones who hate me
But I despise those who pretend to love me
Those around me will meet my two faces
Just like a joker I like to play
But just like a joker I can become cruel and bring you pain
I’ll make you laugh and dry your tears away
But I can also torture you and make your fears stay
Be careful when you deal with me
For n one understand me but me
But if you try to figure out this puzzle that I have become
You will have my most sincere thanks and I will work hard to bring you joy…
Who am I?
I am just me…
A stand-still figurine
Who frolics around
Yet never give in
Who smiles and dances
And who can bring you humongous misery…
Be careful when you deal with me
After all I am just another Gemini…

I have neither dreams nor goals
I possess no talents nor hopes
For I believe that today will become yesterday, o nly if, there will be a tomorrow waiting for me,

And the present that is today will tomorrow become the memories of the yesterday...