You're happy now,
I've done my job,
So pardon me for leaving,
Pardon me for pushing you away.
I don't want help,
I never wanted help.
It was simply out of concern for you,
But you don't need me anymore,
And I have nothing going for me,
So I'll simply up and leave.
like a rag doll, i'm falling apart at the seams...
Where do you go when it's just gotten so dark,
You can't see your own hand in front of your face?
How do you find your way out out,
When there's no sign of light, no sign of hope, no sign of faith?
With no where to go, I'm lost in my own world.
Pushing them out, falling away, trying so hard just to hide this pain.
And they won't ever know, no,
Because they only come when I have something they need.
"Will they miss me?" is the question that still lingers,
And my mind's answer makes me up and leave.
like a victim, my heart is being torn out and beaten...
And I can't take that poem down, darling,
Because it's just how I feel.
How am I supposed to hold on, when there's nothing to hold on to?
Why must I survive in a world like this,
Where humanity is so selfish they can't see beyond their feet,
Where I don't like where I'm at, nor where I'm going,
And all that's left is a shred of me, if even that?
Let them keep their medications, their pretty lines, and their "You'll be ok"s
I don't want them, not now, not ever.
I simply want to disappear, disappear and fade away.
like an abandoned child, i'm just so forgotten and desperate...
Author notes
What's done is done, one must just let it go...and tell me, darling, is it ok to disappear?
Tell me what's left to hold on to.
Comments
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I realy loved this poem you did an amazing job on it! I loved the way you put everything together i just loved everything about this poem!!!! remember your an amazing writer!
But no i dont think its ok for anyone to dissappear! because no matter what you think, your needed by someone! And even if you killed yourself you wouldnt fully dissappear to the person that needs you most, you would still be in their heart no matter what!!!
But this was an absoutly lovely poem
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No. I dont' think it is. It better not be ok. Somebody's gotta miss you, right? If no ones's gonna miss you then what's to the point of living? There's no way we were made to just be "there" It can't be that way. Somebody's gonna miss you. Somebody needs you... you just gotta find who.
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