Trying to keep together
for reasons unknown
whats the point of trying
when you know you'll end up alone?
Fell so far
and yet struggle to survive
tell me please
why you fight to stay alive.
Whats so good about friends
that don't care?
And your family
that are never there?
And your Paranoia
you feel the room close in
and you think every-ones laughing
about how your a has-been.
But you know nobodies laughing
and the rooms the same as before
and that little voice in your head
telling you your worthless, you can't ignore
But now you give in
you want to disappear
you know your weak
A broken deer.
Author notes
couldnt think of a title. I kinda wrote this to myself.... but I know it doesnt make scense, I'm too tired and depressed right now to care..maybe I'll come back and make it better soon..maybe I'll just delete it.
Comments
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I never delete.
I never throw away. Except those that were lost I have them all and cherish them all. Even the ones I consider stink weeds. You know what though? I planted one that I thought was a stink weed and right after that someone told me it was they're favorite so far.
Keep writing it helps. Maybe I'll come back when I have time and see if I have any suggestions.
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Don't delete it kiddo ; some of our strongest works can be when we're grieving, or feeling down and out - and i know this for sure. And, when you're feeling a bit better, looking back on writes like this shows history in your life
you know i'm always here if you want to talk, right?
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very emotional
it shows the inner struggle and pain associated with trying to belong, which doesn't always go how we want
well penned and i am sorry for your brokenness
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depressing, but a beautiful write!!
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