He hurt me
And yet
I go on
like nothings wrong
because it doesn't really
affect me
He killed my spirt
And Yet
I move forward
getting past the way
he controlled my life
And filled it with strife
She abandoned me
And yet
I still care
Though she was never there
I pretend to not begrudge her
I wanna push her down some stairs
I loved him
And yet
when it comes down to it
I'm glad he is gone
cause he treated me like shit
and I can smile now
I loved you
And yet
thinking of
"Making love" to you
makes me sick
wanna puke and scrub away the dirt
And yet
through all this
I survive
Author notes
shit lol...
just not very good... o well. random thought
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