Dear Lord
I'm writing to you
again
and I still haven't
a clue
who either of us
are
then again
it's only been
two days
Now I've really done it
Christ
have I really done it
or maybe
just maybe I didn't
but
I probably did
knowing me
hah
me
There's that same
dilema
but now with a different
flavor
love in a time of pain
relinquished
love in a time of
solitude
purposefully given away
forever?
and now I really
see
why I never said
forever
thinking of having
you
for the rest of
forever
but maybe, and just
maybe
not
would kill me more
thoroughly
than any break or
break-up
so why waste
forever
when I know I can have
today
now
you
Forever
seems such a long time
to wait
for the next life
to be held in your arms
today
now
you
My God
have I lost
you?
Christ
please don't say
is it true?
I don't know
not for lack of want
but so much fear for
ever
Forever
would be too long
knowing
I sent you out
Pride
too fierce to ever say
forever
yet pain so great
it almost makes me
want
to know
what have I done?
-Katherine
Constructive critisism is encouraged!
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kat, since normally your thoughts scattered across here are different, im going to say that i support whatever you choice you make while going through this problem of yours.
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How do you mean 'different'? I don't disagree, I'm just curious as to how it looks form your end.
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ah im just a bit confused. dont mind me, i feel the need to help idk what im really doing
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Ahaha, mkay. Thank you for your concern though honey! :3 It's good to know people care, even if it doesn't make much sense to them.
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