You never understood why I needed you to be there
You never understood how hard it was growing up
How I had no romodels
How on countless occasions I didn't have anyone to understand me,
Anyone to correct me on my wrongs
You never understood how important it was for me to succeed
You never understood why I felt I had to do what I had to do
Why I woke up in pouring sweats from nightmares in my dreams
Why I cried myself to sleep every night hoping that god wouldn't let me live so miserably
You never understood why i begged you not to leave,
but things are better now because my father stepped up and took care of me
and you will never ever be confused for a mother to me
You never understood
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aww, this is reallt sad, i hope all is okay, *hugs*
keep writting and take care
Stephanie ♥
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