Twisted lie

Days spent alone inside my head,

tears falling on the empty bed.

A sickness invading the life,

one million simple goodbyes.

Forgotten and empty, always left behind

pause, fast forward, no rewind.

Scars hidden inside my heart,

pretending should be an art.

Stop. Listen to your heart,

take me back to the start.

You shine your light, you let me fly,

with you I even touch the sky.

Your touch so simple and sweet,

seeing you makes me weak.

But oh, turn your cheek, you now walk away,

you've tilted my world, made me sway.

Unbalanced, broken, shattered once more.

Close and open again the door.

I've left you behind but your words marked my skin,

it's not who I am, it's what and where I've been.

You've thrown me to the floor so many times,

this is where we forget all story lines.

I'm stuck, never ready,

nothing's steady.

Here we go once more, self-inflicted pain,

I think you've made me insane.

Build me up on lies,

words never meant, twisted goodbyes.

But here the story ends,

so many things left unsaid.

I wish I could tell you here,

that I need you near.

But you and our twisted lies,

all those tears I've cried...

are left in my past and I start over again,

this is not the genuine end.

The story begins now and ends never,

because this is my real forever.