Cloud Nine

I sit upon my cloud and ponder,
Among the many things we said,
the thoughts we thought we shared,
then i realized the many things i never said.

My head its racked with the guilt they bring
the thouht i never said
Just once i wish i could say exactly what i meant.

i looked into those bright green eyes
my heart begins to shudder
my knees go weak
my mind goes blank.

The words i want to say go numb
i look at his face and hair his voice
my thoughts disapear

the only words i seem to speak are

I wish you mine and always mine for no one else but me