Wilted Flowers

Vile venomous kisses
Asphyxiated cigarette burns
Mundane people knowing nothing
Imposing self pity on us all

Desecrated minions betrayed me
Putrid smelling flesh burned
All that is left are ashes
In an old tarnished urn

Fucked up as my mind is
Insomnia at it's best
Binge drinking for 4 days straight
Hovering the porcelain god

Winter is upon me
Snow before my eyes
Wilted flowers dead and gone
Sticker on her forehead

Dingy towels that smell moldy
Soap scum around the tub
What the fuck is that pink slime?
Never can get clean enough

Wet hair and no blow dryer
Smeared mascara from 3 days ago
Man, I wanna go home
But I just don't know where that is

Slapping on more makeup
To hide the dark circles
The bloodshot eyes still show
Looks like I've been crying

But I've been having the time of my life
right here waiting for you
I dropped my fucking smoke again
And a blister appears on my thigh