These tears I cry,
Have no meaning.
They roll down my cheeks from these blue eyes.
Crystaline blue like the ocean.
For so long my heart wept a lonely solemn lament,
Fractured, cracked, it cried.
An internal bleeding,
Yet now those very same tears are now upon the surface,
rolling down my cheeks...
You reached forward and held my heart in your hand at a time when I needed it the most.
You held me close and healed my heart.
Your hugs and your smile,
Bring light to any day, (even a Battersea)
and a smile to my face.
To be held by you...
Feels so good.
Thankyou.
You were there for me that night.
You cheered me right up.
I cant thank you enough,
and through Roast Beef and Egg Mayonaise these past days...
with these tears in my eyes,
I can smell your perfume...
So even though I joked about its strength this morning,
Thank Serenity you did...
In less then two weeks. You've done so much.
Thankyou.
This is for someone, who was there for me when I needed it. Who has made such an impact on my life in no time at all.
A genuinly loving, caring young woman who I wish all the happyness in the world for.
Her smile is second to none.
Her hugs ditto lol.
It may ofcourse seem weird, or freaky how I can be like this over someone who I've known over a short space of time but let me explain.
This young woman has made me feel happy these past 2 weeks.(I wasnt depressed or sad before hand, but shes had me smiling and laughing and continual in good spirits) She made me feel better one night when I wasnt exactly a happy lil bunny lol. N above all shes given me a lil nudge back to a few lil things. I feel a better person.
So before you think that its a lil freaky please bare in mind that in two weeks shes managed a shit load with out even realising it.
I dont think she rocks soley because she was there for me and that Im some unloved loner lol. Shes great to hang with and is an interesting, friendly, happy chic to be around. I have friends that care and people who I can turn to. Just this young woman has recentally made quite the impact and brought a smile to my face when I needed it. So quite simply this is a thankyou.
Catherine after my break up taught me a thing or two. Shes a bloody gem and was there when I needed someone in my life at that time.
This chic has come at a time in my life when I needed that physical re-assurance and needed a friend I love my brothers. But sometimes it just takes a special someoen to pop intoyour life to sort things out you were aware of but was just pushing on regardless.
This is a thankyou. Plain and simple. Nothing more, nothing less. Iv'e felt warm inside and happy ever since I bloody met her lol. Especially recentally.
So to sum this all up.
To a friend who I know is there for me, you know the lil things mean so much to me.
I thank you.
And these shifts with you have been great Battersea was bloody bareable and actually a laugh with you about N these recent ones, was nice hanging with you on a break.
Wish you all the happyness and success in the future, and best of luck in your second year.
And I'll always be there for you if you need me
Martin
-x-
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