She sleeps but never rests,
Everything she does is for the best.
She lives but slowly dies,
Smiles but wants to cry.
She hates the world around her,
The truth binding her to the floor.
The lies, she loves to this day,
Refuses to listen to what others say.
She tries to conceal her feelings,
Force herself to believe they have no meaning.
She hates but loves it all,
&&So she continues to fall.
It's her mind against her heart,
Always has been from the start.
A forceful game of tug-of-war,
Filling her heart with more hurt.
&&So she decides to go back,
To simply get everything and pack.
She loves running away from it all,
Everything that scares her to force the fall.
She's at the end, with nothing to show,
&&There she is... Ready... Set... Go.
Author notes
Okay. Not my best. Eh.
Certain people understand what this explains. I tend to run from things that scare me, things I don't like, things I hate. I turn my back on reality and run into my dreams. I run away from stress, and from pretty much everything.
Lately, I've been doing better about it all. But nowadays... I just sink further into my memories. I constantly tell myself there IS gonna be another chance with him, and so I simply dismiss this reality that there isn't something there right now.
I miss him... A lot... But I believe in fate... And soul mates... And I believe in what we felt. And so I believe that in the end, we'll come out of it all together, stronger than ever.
Damn this is gonna hurt when it all comes crashing down.
Comments Muchly Appreciated♥
Comments
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this is beautiful... wonderful poem!
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Hunny...=[
<3
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