May Fling

Somewhere over the rainbow...that's where the story started,
Wherever the F-5 touched down is where my flight was charted.
A fork in the road suddenly appears,
My visions are blurry...I can't see too very clear,
I expect thing's will come and go,
Exactly what it is, I really don't know,
The world around me is spinning fast,
I wonder if this is my fate at last.

At 32 you'd think that life is almost over,
It's at this age I feel lucky like a 4-leaf clover.
Certain thing's happen and you wonder why,
No answer's to this....I could just cry.
The life that I live, people can't understand,
It's like protecting and killing for a precious land.
If you've never been there this spot I'm at,
Don't dare label me......I'm not the cat in the hat.
So many people judge me for my cover,
hard back or paper back, you'll soon learn to love her.
Chapter's are endless in the novel that unfold's,
Secret's and stories that have never been told.
And once you think that you've figured it out,
Another spider fall's out of the spout,
  (It's then your mind fill's with doubt)
To be or not to be that seem's to be the deal,
To see or not to see is the question you have to seal.
To be down with it you may wonder,
how far down you'll be gone without a plunger.
To be in the game and not know why,
is like that wierd ass F-5 in the sky,
You don't know if your goning to live or die.