It's just that I look at you and I see his name (right in the middle there)
still tattooed on your heart
And it's roars, and registers like thunder in my brain
louder than the BANGS on a frying pan
that the fact of the matter is
"you still have a man."
I shed tears mentally, not cause you're still with him and not me
but because everytime you mention him I realize
that you're not mine, unless you decide to break the ties
that keep him by your side cause it keeps me on the outside
lookin IN...
It's not that I doubt your love for me
it's just that, how can I believe that your love is for me
when I hear you mention him almost everytime you talk to me?
The fact of the matter this whole thing is unfair to me
cause you have all of me, but I only have half of you
THAT'S the reason I say "hmm" when you say you love me boo.
And like I feared, I managed to get hurt in my own stupidity
thinking you would let him go and we could finally be
How could I have been so stupid?
After I had finally congratulated cupid!!!
I don't doubt your emotions for me are true
I know they are, yes baby I believe you
But ma only thing is, you can't have me and him too!
And I'm not gonna ask you to choose
He was there first so I gotta respect ol dude
But being just your friend is nearly impossible cuzza how I feel about you
So baby I believe that you love me, I do but understand
that the fact of the matter is and still remains....
you still have a man!!!
Author notes
Authore note: I just hope you can talk to me about this without being upset. But if you don't have the time I understand. I didn't answer last night cause I find it easier to be upset than to hear that magical voice of yours that jus does unexplainable things to me. I don't wanna be mad, hurt and TURNED ON at the same time you know, so it's not that I don't wanna talk, I jus can't listen to your voice right now, your voice jus GETS me... specially when you call me..."papi" so... I hope you can read this and find it in your heart to just sit down, and talk to me, over facebook for now.
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awww that was so cute and so was the flow. You always write straight to the point and I love the congratulated cupid. Your poems are always cute...

