Torn Fabric

(Hello God, are you there?)


How do you want me to handle this?
I mean, should I not want this passionate kiss?
You know what lays up and down and all in my heart
So how do I act when you know I want this main part?

See the thing is, we have known each other for ages
Seen each other grow and go through various stages
The chemistry is strong and both of us want to finish this
But I took your vow to be good-, be on your 'chosen ones' list

See, God, I started this race to you a year and a half ago
But I am still human, fighting hard to get win that gold
But, how do I settle this feeling inside that has me thinking
Of a man that I feel so connected to, but may have me sinking?

I know you understand but I struggle with this feeling-,it's so strong
I have never quite felt it-, at least not since I was reborn
I don’t know what to do in this particular case,
Maybe I do...and just don’t want you to see the shame on my face?

Hello, are you still there? tell me how to squash this desire I feel
For he has a girl who is on and off-, you know the deal
Things are far from good between them at this time
So… should I leave it alone or pursue it and try to make him mine?

(Sigh)
I am hanging up now, please leave a message real soon
Leave a number where I can reach you, or should I just look to the moon?
Whatever the answer, get back to me as soon as you can
For whatever I do, I know my future is ultimately in your hands.

(Click. The line goes silent...)