I feel so alone
I have friends and family around me
still there are times I just feel alone
nothing to blame or has been done
just have these times of frequent solitude
I work till no thought occurs
I hold close my love that burns
pouring anything to drown this feeling out
still I feel empty caught in the vortex of doubt
words to turn me into a simple shell
not worthy, not pretty, this life is not mine
something to send me to my hole I was found
I talk to friends and tell him I love you
still my body says to me I'm nothing
if I could split my head open I would let them out
I have many times been black and blue
to be alive without a bruise feels wrong
none to prove where I belong
I feel it but I see that I am not alone
so which is it
am I really alone?
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this is so sad i know that felling but not like you im an alone type to this was so... extreemly emoshonal i loved this write i blave it is one of the saddes i have ever read great work -bows-
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Ouch!
Christ, I know how this feels. It's a miserable way to feel, I really hate it. The confusion, the pain, the fear, and the feelings of inadequacy. All equally horrible. But you did a damn good job writing this! You explained how this feels excellently. Wonderful poem!
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