it's so hard
not to think...
not to think
that you don't care
when I pour out my heart
and you just don't respond.
and it gets harder the longer it goes on.
do you not understand that it is quite important to me
that you respond, or at least acknowledge that I have
just laid out all my feelings,
and I am sitting here pitiful and vulnerable
and absolutely desperate for you to just say something?
not to think...
not to think
that you don't care
when I pour out my heart
and you just don't respond.
and it gets harder the longer it goes on.
do you not understand that it is quite important to me
that you respond, or at least acknowledge that I have
just laid out all my feelings,
and I am sitting here pitiful and vulnerable
and absolutely desperate for you to just say something?
Author notes
It's really hard for me to take it when I write to you of all I feel and you don't say a word about it. It may seem to you that it is easy for me to tell you everything. And sometimes it is. But many times I am very uncertain about how you will react and I feel so vulnerable and when you don't react at all it is absolutely the worst.
