She’s always calculating the next move she will make,
Planning for the next move as guarded as she can be.
Why she does this? She does not know.
Most likely to protect people from herself and her mind.
The people see a two-faced bitch that doesn’t give a shit,
And in some ways they are correct.
The people that assume that are also very wrong,
They do not see what goes on within.
A heart forever breaking at the sight of things,
From what people say to the actions people have shown her.
Stories of long ago or real life fact,
It does not matter to her.
Certain people set of an alarm internally,
If one gets to close it shall go off.
If someone brings up a past event,
It sounds the alarm.
She forever lives in a hell that is governed by this,
Because of others foolish actions against her,
She plans and seeks out the less painful route.
Over all she keeps to herself in a room all her own.
Ones who reach out or try to,
Get pushed away eventually.
If not now, it’s only a matter of time,
Unless the heart of hers sees differently.
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